Table for one

Once I ran into a friend of mine at the mall wherein he asked me: sinong kasama mo?, and i responded with: wala, ako lang magisa. Then he laughed.

Up to now, whenever I remember that scenario I always find it intriguing on why did he laugh. The same thing when people tells me that they can't watch at movie house alone. Which is I occasionally enjoy, watching a movie and going to the mall by myself.

I have been in one date (I think that is a date),
tried and failed in the art of flirting numerous time,
and never been in a serious relationship.

I am socially awkward, and a bit eccentric most of the time.
I have been in a small college, work with almost the same people from college, and keep in touch with selected people.

A psychologists once asked if I am able to make friends because based on her analysis I am a bit perfectionist. I find it quite fascinating because if I am perfectionist then how come I am also a slob?

That might be one of the reasons that I have been having table for one.

Come to think of it, the experience is not that bad.

I quite enjoy it actually, being single. Although there always come a time where in I imagine what might it feels like, to have someone. I like the idea, but only the idea.

So for now, I wouldn't mind having table for one.



Dining alone is only an option, I still have my family and circle of friends. :)